I LOVE YOU DAD

"Honor your father and mother"

 which is the first commandment with a promise  

“so that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth.” 

(Ephesians 6:2-3)

the worst thing happen in your life is when you lost someone that very close with you..u cant imagine it if you lost the person name "DAD" in your..you cant replace their love that they gave to you with others thing in this world..love and make ur parents proud of you before they leave you forever..

He just lost his father this afternoon..be strong..although im not with you to face this lost but i always pray for him so that he can escape from his sickness..pray for him..there's a reason why him leave you early because GOD dont want him in pain anymore..dont think of him as gone away..his journey just begun up there with LORD..no need to worry about him because he with LORD..just think him as restling from the sorrows and the tears in a place warmth and comfort..and think of him as living in the hearts..u still have ur mother and sister to take care..i may not like anyone else that besides you right now..but i always give u support at the back when you need me..dont worry im not going to run away from u..when u need me just tell me..i be right here for you.. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE ABAK.. 

p/s: I LOVE YOU APAK (MR MICHAEL LIAS)..before it too late..

I'm a self-proclaimed Independent and Matured Woman

Independent & Matured Woman..yes i am..!! haha..terasa bangga dan syok sendiri pulak..wuahahaha ..gila suda.. * klu rumate & dorg tgk confirm kaw2 kna dok gelakkan aku *..i guess time change me not too depend to anyone include my fam, friends & him..i can do it on my own..hurmm..hard actually but i hav no choice because its my life..so lame..lemme follow the path that already wrote for me..

emo gler petang2 camnie..nak wat camne kehidupan maktab katakan..yahhhhhhh !! balik kepada topik kita tadi..sambung emo ~~

became independent & matured make me felt lonely..macam xde kawan je..duk pon sorg-sorg bajet matang..haha..xla macam budak-budak lagi..ye ke?? orang tertentu je tau saya bagaimana orang ny..orang terima saya seadanya..wahhhhhhh..kalau saya berubah orang yang paling saya kasihani ialah rumate saya..sebab saya tahu dia xboley hidup kalau xda rumate yg 'baik' & 'cantek' seperti saya..poyos..LOL..haha...but thank goodness..i still maintain my style but change to be a better person..wuhuuuu...

Independent & Matured Woman ?? WTH !! mencarut2.. *pukul mulut..hehe..but deep-deep-deep-deep insides of me i still can't live without my fam..im not too depend on them but i hav to..macam tu agakny..complicated sangat2 hdup nie..

 the most person i really love :- MY PARENTS

I LOVE THEM

I ADORE THEM

THEY MY MENTOR

THEY MT TEACHER

THEY MY GUARDIAN

THEY ARE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE

DAD :-

everytime is drank milo..it keep reminds me of you..missing u although u always pretend cool and didnt show ur love in front of us but sometime you inspired me a lot to stayed here & u the reason i choose education life..

 LOVE YOU DAD !!

MUMMY :-

still remmber a day after back from sibu.. i can hear u shouted to wake me up..then i text to inform but i didnt rep..huhu..u the person i miss a lot & u also the person know me closely & understand me..paling tachink sekali bila sem 2..masa tu sakit terok sampai perlu buat MRI..u almost cme here to visit & company me to hospital..tapi xjadi pon sebab dah sihat..*sihat ke??..mak cakap dulu waktu kecil saya la anak paling xbanyak kerenah..jarang sakit xmacam yang lain..tapi sekarang terbalik..sekarang yang paling kuar sakit ialah saya..setiap 1 sem mesti ada penyakit..& she the most worry person when her daugther in 'danger'..

LOVE YOU TOO MOM !!

MY STUPIDITY SIBLINGS

too much memories that we create..too much jokes that we laugh..too much advice that we ignored from our parents..too much plan that we plan..too much bad & good things that we do..too much money that we wasted..hehe..too much love that we shared and we still need love to each other..rasa mcam kurang kasih sayang pula..haha..we hav our own character..but we still one family.. BIG HUG FOR U GUYS !! 

LOVE YA 

MISSING MY FAMILY DAMN MUCH HERE !!

& NO ONE KNOWS .. :'(

25 JANUARY 2012 

im looking foward for it

p/s : still glad that i hav a another family here.. :)

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3days Left..

done packed all my stuff.. :'( wuaahhhhhhhhhh...xnak balik ipsah !!! TERPAKSA balik juga..huhuhuhu...sedih btol..dalam hati xda siapa pon tau...hati bagai kaca yang jatuh dari tingkat paling atas wisma sanyan yang bederai jatuh ke simen jalan raya ..*hiperbola paling teroqqqq !!..haha..

huhu..sambung balik nak touching2.. :'( ...rasa cam ada yang kurang je..tapi xtau la..rasa cam tiap hari nak nangis je..asal sdey sangat nie vic ??gila kot..haha..cuti nie macam2 je benda yang jadi..sedey, happy, moody dll..berat sangat nak balik ipsah...huhu...nak tukar maktab pasnie..bole ke??huhu..BERSERAH JE ~~

IM GONNA MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY LATER !!

MY BESTIE !! :(

MY CUZZIE

MY SIBLINGS.. 

MISSING THEM SOO MUCH RIGHT NOW even we at the same house.. :'( ~~

yang nie plak tok orang kaya Muar..haha

chu & tutti fruitti k.. ><

ok x??lagi ok dari getz ko..ahaha

bgs ko puji sebelum keta ko xda tayar nanti..haha

p/s: :'(..hope my flight delay later..haha.. :P

my handsomeman...

skyping with him !!!!!!!

miss u soo muchhhhhh bro..huhu..

with my cuzzie..miss u 2 !!

falling in love with you over & over again !!

haiiiiisshhhhhh...

sis & u ..

love u babe..!!

awwwwwww..... ><

my birthday present !!

thanks bro ..muahhhhxxx !!

xoxo

<3 u..

THEM

inilah akibatnya jika satu-satunya perempuan yang tinggal di rumah..jeng3..haha..outing with 3..hmmm...how to describe it...?? 'MONKEY'..!!!.hell yeah..!! that suitable for them..haha..my ironman & my cousins..harini ktorg outing..bab nak celebrate cousins saya nie habis SPM..actually nak celebrte mlm tadi..but we hav to cancel it atas sebab2 tertentu..haha..so ganti dengan harini..dasar manja punya cousins !!..hehe..dorg 3 nie kalo jumpa..haisshhh...cam mana erk nak cakap...*berfikir sebentar*....yess..dh dapat dh..hehe..kalo dorg nie jumpa mengalahkan org yang xpenah jumpa bertaun-taun..nie baru 3 org..kalu sorg lagi join..memang..hmm..shh nk ckp camne..ahaha...so jgn pernah pertikaikan kalau perangai saya macam lelaki..saya membesar bersama mereka..hehe :)

bengkokkan kepala anda ke kiri...haha

my cuzzie & my bro..

cuzzie.. :)

bodyguard for today.. hehe

dia la yg paling happy sebab dh abes exam..haha..

thx cuzzie company me when that 2 babun busy playing game..

1st time rasa dia macho sgt..aww..love it !! :P

lepas ktorg outing nie..smua balik ke rumah masing2..haha..siap2 dlu..me & my bro pelu balk sebab ade 'carolling' & my cuzzie plak de dinner..siap je aktiviti masing..ktorg smbung g tgk movie plak..horror movie..dkt cinema tu cuma ada ktorg 4 je yg tgk..seronok la 3 orang tu sebab wat bising 1 panggung..sioottt je..memerlukan kesabaran yang cukup tinggi untuk outing dengan dorg..huhu..

p/s : still missing you..hurmm...

YOU MADE MY DAY.. :)

i dreamt my whole family last night..yang paling best tu ble aku nangis dalam mimpi my handsomeman dukung aku..so sweet..miss my family so much...3 more weeks here then i get out from this place..hahaha...sadis gler..haha..sebelum bday aritu dah warning awal kat my mom sruh die post something for me here..demand btul.. =='..hehe..taun lepas xde so taun nie mesti ada..dan tak sangka my mom anta birthday card..jadila..asal ada..hahaha..tp mase bday tu maktab cuti semnggu sempena deepavali so terpaksa la tunggu seminggu baru dapat ambik kad tu dekat peti surat..menghitung hari nak ambik card tu...sampai la hari ni..goshh im too happy !!..xkisah la dapat card sebab kat rumah de 1 lagi present from my dad..hehe...die cakap xley nak post nanti hilang.. :( ..ok anakmu paham.. :P ..haha..im soo happy today wlpon dlm hati sy sorg je tau..ehehe..

mcam2 terjadi..malas la nak cte..nak ingat yang happy je..kalau aku hilang org yang aku sayang i still have my friend with me..thank pisang,ika & ira..paham situasi saya..lupa plak..thanks yang bagi wish & present..adeline,chris,jani ...spe yg trtnggal sorry la k..lupa..huhu..thanks sangat..study week starts from today..i need concentrate on my stdy..i want better result from the other day....stdy rajin2 pastu bole balik sarawak..yess...chowww..nak stdy..  :)

terkoyak.. :'(

gelojoh sangat tadi..huhu

wpon simple tapi sangat bermakna

thx mom & dad 

LOVE U SOO MUCHH..!! 

MUAHHHHHHHXXXXXXXX

p/s : HAPPY !! :)

LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD :)

got phone called from mom and dad..
cant believe they have suprise for me when im back to sarawak later...yahooooooooo.... ><
4 weeks before i get back to sarawak..
cant waitt.......!!!!!
time please move faster...
actually cant wait to see my parents and my grandma...miss them soo muchh...
3 more days..how can i face that day without my family beside me..huhu..
td kne prank dgn kwn2..haha...jge la ko nnti sya..asif gak...basah beg aku..haha..
btw thx keding, gmok, kak aak, erda an asif sbb xlupe step mse amali td...1st ucp thx kt die..haha...
thx ga tok kumplan 'agi idup, agi ngelaban'..alang,ang,chai & sharon..GUD JOB !!!
miss my parents badly..!!

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE

YOU our hero

YOU our leader

YOU our inspiration

YOU our captain

YOU our teacher

YOU our principal

YOU husband to your wife

YOU father to your sons and daugthers

YOU father in-law to your son-in-law and daughter-in-law

YOU uncle to your niece and nephew

YOU grandfather to your grandsons and grand daughters

YOU great grandfather to your great grandsons and grand daughters

YOU'RE everything to us

MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH 'AKIK'

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE

EX-YB PENGHULU LIAS AK KANA

(1920-2011)

p/s : you always in our heart grandpa.. :))

HANDSOMEMAN... :'(

miss u my handsomeman

the tales of 4 musketeer...

once upon the time there was 4 musketeer...hmm...(4 siblings actually)..n blablabla...new entry this time is bout my brothers and sis..cant wait 2 tell world bout them..act they not very nice at all..haha..opss..sorry bros and sis...hehe..^^..love them soo much..even though we're fight but there always smile at the end of the figthng activies..haha..we smile together, we sleep together, we cry togethr, we laugh together n so on..but we the HAPPY FAMILY..like barney theme song..hhaha..let me introduce the 4 siblings...

the eldest one..

my ironman

always make 'stupid' face..haha

the 1st daughter in my family

my muzzy sistah

always in delima..haha

2nd bro

my handsomeman

my father friend always talk about him

and also my friend..

no wonder la..

handsomeman kata kwn ayah aku...

wueekk.. :P

lastly..

meeeeeeee....

not mee maggie..

its me..

the youngest one... :)

we are the big family..

4 of us

this year we celebrate gawai with a complete famly..

3 guy and 3 ladies..

soo much fun this year..

and now house starting quite..

hmm.. 

:'(

p/s : bttw we hav a little sister ..but GOD love her more..MAY YOU REST IN PEACE VALENTINA AYAS..we always remmbr bout u..mom and dad also.. :)..